hey guys

oh yeah Happy sweet eighteen to Elisa

Anyway nothing much happened
went for challengers it was fun at least my group was.
came up with a few cool cheers it was like,
"anyone have any cheers?" and everything started to pour in =)
although we came from many different cliques we still bonded the best
not to mention our enthusiasm well we try to participate in every single activity
now i have a compilation of the many different games i can use for church camp
awesome!
decisions decisions decisions.
now i'll have to choose between student's union thingy or mission trip
i hate it when it comes to holidays where some camps clashes with your plans
oh well life sucked in many ways for me and it's still sucking.

I just cannot contain the problems i have with my sister.
although we are as good as twins i still dont understand her seriously
why him ?
i think you deserve better sis haha
i dont get it and i never will.
if you ever read this try looking at yourself from a third person view
five words your brain is screwed up to even like him

Anyway got my holidays lined up with activities just need to carry out as planned haha
"so how's life?" scored pretty well
what do you normally get from it ? "not bad, it sucks, great or bad"
almost one word answers, no i deserve something more girl.

i hate it when people leave you hanging on a piece of shaved ham
"Do you like cows ?" (standard answers) "yes"
why don't you just say "yes because they are black and white"
so that i wont have to ask why. Queer =)
yeah and did i mention how i like people who replies your messages in 2 or 3 hours (consecutively)
i mean, you don't have to drop it in a mail box to get it delivered right?
all you have to do is send i don't like you.
i hate people who tries to accommodate me by acting in front of me hiding their true self
try giving them a dollar for their act and they'll spit in your face.

oh well life's like a drama anyway.
we should all drink wine and be mature instead of being immature
so what if that guy hates you ?
you can't force him to like you right?
so what if you prove that he's an ass
you'll end up being an ass for proving that he's one
suck it up and move on and ask God to bless him (bible says love your neighbours)

people should be flexible anyway that'll cause less problems then
so what if you have a problem and panicked without being flexible and going your way ?
what start screaming and blaming other people when you don't see your own flaws ?
stop think listen and decide you don't own the world dude
nobody's perfect accept that fact and aim to be perfect
without asking people to be perfect with you
to change people you first have to change yourself and thats so true.
remove the plank in your eye before helping others to remove their speck remember?

phew finally got SOME things out of my chest oh well more will come haha
oh yeah btw what i've just listed is a reminder for myself haha

night it's 1:23a.m cool haha
i wish i was as innocent as before.