Sometimes being the oldest doesn't mean that you are the smartest.
Sometimes being the oldest doesn't mean that you are all knowing.
Sometimes doing the right thing isn't doing the right thing.
Sometimes being normal isn't being normal.
Sometimes true love might not be true.

Went out today with Gavin and Hari !!! haha long time no see brothers !
Anyway, i went for an interview at subway.
And i should be starting work anytime soon :) yay!
If you're near marina square please do drop by and say hi.
I really think that the subway uniform is kinda cool without the hat.
I'll look like some goblin looking thing with the cap la.
Oh well i'll have to wear it if i want free subway right?

By the way i'll be off to camp from 6th of oct till the 9th of oct.
It's a crusade camp but today's still far from it la.
Oh yeah HARI RAYA PEEPS !!!! haha
I kinda dont miss Ngee Ann classes and lectures.
I miss Barker. 4C1, Luke Sim, Desmond, Samuel Wong.
I miss Church. Sec 3 camp was the bomb people!
Damien, Luke, Ben(both Bens), Prash, Becks, Choey, Edmund, Yi Xian, Zhen Yang,
Halim and many others who have touched my life.
I miss my BB brothers.
I miss ChiangMai. PeePee!!! yupp thats his name alright love him to bits !
I miss Chinese New Year.
I miss the time where i was innocent and on fire for God =)
I miss everything and everyone whom i've met in my life,
be it retards or smarty pants or stupids.
I love you all the same. =)

i shall end here. Chill Y'all !

-Xavier

Hey guys !

Shopping in malaysia was crazy ! haha
Everywhere was just filled with people (think elephants in shopping malls)
ZOMG
haha but mummy was smart she decided to hit the movies!
yeah and we watched mamamia. it was funny and cartoonish alright.
its like the mature version of hairspray. i shan't spoil it for you guys
but its an okay movie i'll give it a 3.5/5 cause its kinda like a chick flick.
and my dad was enjoying the comfort of theatre seats so much so that he slept
haha what a dad ! but i still love him.

Anyway, most of the shopping spoils are for mummy =(
things over there are just not really that cheap and nice anyway. hahaha
anyhow i'm gonna ask mummy if i can do online shopping. haven't tried that
oh yeah crusade camp's in a weeks time
i just have to hang on while boredom suffocates me slowly.

BY THE WAY IF YOU GET A MOB INVITE FROM ME ON FACEBOOK PLEASE JOIN
i need some entertainment from it, like leveling up so that i can do more things on facebook.
THANK YOU!

Xavier =)

hey guys !
went out with matthew my cow friend =)
Learned some photography skills from him
It was a day of gossiping and 450D and what not haha
erm catching up would be a nicer word for gossiping =)
Great food (Ikea) and Scenery (Hort park)
Oh and it was super this was the first time a stranger asked us if were from ACS
haha AWESOMEO !
It was quite funny when matthew looked at me with his classic face.
Guess where I brought him to?
Esplanade terrace.
Singaporeans who have not been there should kill themselves,
'Cause it makes a really nice hanging out place when it's empty.
Oh yeah we kinda ran into this group of act cool guys
Guy A says: hey this shirt looks really good on me
Guy B: Yeah
Guy A: I'll look better with it if my chest was bigger
hahahaha i was laughing at that guy cause he was really skinny

But today was a real boring day for me everyone backed out =(
supposed to be going for sushi buffet and movies and bowling
oh well...
Anyway just some quick thoughts.
Ever wondered why guys are so egoistic? i really can't find an answer to that.
I mean it's okay to think that you're nice or good-looking ONCE in awhile
But i keep hearing "hey I think that girl likes me"
haha i always get a good laugh when guys say that.
I think i'm evil but yeah life sucks, so suck it up dude.
Oh yeah i hate players cause they think they are good-looking
there won't be a lack of girls for them. Come on man.
One day God will just say enough is enough.
And who knows you'll end up with weird girls or no girls.
I'm not jealous of them.
well some people know what or maybe who it'll be.

Anyway, my dream life is to sit on a rocking chair with my guitar with my other half
without having the cares of this world.
life would be sweet if i had a few kids and then grandchildren
to play the PS 3 with or something haha that would really be awsomeo!
hahaha
Leading a missonary life wouldn't be that bad either =)
either one would be great la hahaa

I have no plans for tomorrow
But i have the urge to bowl and eat really good cheesecake
add in the jazz music and that'll be complete.

haha anyway i wont be going to china anymore
i'll be going to KL instead because of the typhoon and bla bla
i'll be back on monday this time
I'm really sorry i can't make it for the church children's day thingy
i'd really love to.
anyway i'm not even sure if i'll be leaving on friday
cause my true best friend (think MOSH) would know that i have a flexible mum
she's so unpredictable that she's predictable sometimes. i'll just have to suck it up
Love thy parents.

So many predictble things have finally been predicted now all i have to do is sit back
and enjoy and forsee the circumstances and obstacles that some might face haha
you know what i'm talking about well for some la

haha alright I'm still as confused as ever
playing guitar and talking to God really helps
all i need is for his divine timing and answers =)
I really Love God but there are things where we have to give up in order to love Him
and also do His will.
just pray i guess and God will help.

alright i gtg now chill you all
all the best for promos

Hey guys it has been quite a wild ride for me i guess.

few would know that haha.
anyway i'll most probably be flying off this thursday (sorry STAGS)
Ops Twilight Storm would be fun too bad cus i'll miss the fun
the ironies of life could sometimes surprise you
but somehow you find yourself stuck in between

haha anyway just got back from challengers sentosa trip not too long ago
it was fun la but the starting was slow and uneventful
everyone was lying around haha
somehow someone managed to kick our butts moving
and we all started playing volleyball
i promise you that it was my first time playing volleyball
Cause i usually watch people play it in the olympics
okay fine you can call me lazy haha
oh yeah and that saturday was the first time i took a tram around sentosa beaches
yupp i think singapore is a really boring place to live in
staying would be alright

oh yeah mistake i walked myself right into the sea and david pushed me in
well there was a moment of intensive pricks on my left knee
oh yeah went to eat at koufu, looked at parrots
and dam! birds pee okay i just saw it last saturday
i thought birds only shit but they pee! hahaha
cheapthrills not a tad morbid.
and more volleyball haha awesome stuff yeah

oh yeah after showering we cam whored like totally man
everywhere we go, cameras just kept flashing
ate dinner and hung out outside marche haha
we became retarded with kai the big one
and yeah

sunday was just camp com meeting and stuff for church camp
games IC will be quite slack i guess
school's starting in a few weeks time gotta start getting into the mood of schooling
haha no more dozing off lectures

last night's match was entertaining haha

anyway i'm a confused boy now haha
do you think i should give up ?
i have a warped dictionary haha cause giving up is not in it
i dont know la haha led God lead thy way i guess :)
between these 2, dead or alive?
ignorance is bliss, wonder if its true?
haha maybe i should try that
okay enough of talking to myself hahha

bye love you guys !

hey guys

It has been quite a happening holiday for me so far loaded with overseas trips and camps.
well so far i still have a carnival, china trip (with my mum) yay! and crusade camp.
I just found out that i actually have a huge appetite eating whatever that is edible =)
Yupp i love food and chocolates i wonder if its divine or decadent ?
Anyway, just so you know my latest cravings:
cornflake cookies, durians!, strawberries,peaches and surprisingly not mooncakes.
Nutrition Fact:
Did you know that eating 1 average sized mooncake is equivalent to eating 5 bowls of rice?
haha yupp thats true but I'm okay with it.

News flesh(sp i know i did it on purpose):
I flew from my bike again, just that this time its my fault. i kinda was "free handing" while speeding,
Yupp and i didn't see the stupid step and i flew, whieee, ended getting caught with a flesh wound
No seriously have you ever felt cement scraping on your knees with your bike on you.
It adds to the damage =) love the wounds i got a bruised thigh and a lovely abstract on by left knee
courtesy of the cement pavement.
(I was free handing cause i thought i dropped something.) super smart of me
Bryant said normal people would stop to check. I'm special remember ?
FYI: i was trying to get to the BBQ pit asap.

Oh yeah Math carnival is coming up tomorrow at NP convention centre
I'll be mending a games stall :)
It's 1 CCA point per day better than nothing.

Can't wait for the china trip which is next week
oh and halim said i might be able to start working in church on the 25th =) funn yupp

alright just got my new guitar strings and it blew a hole in my pocket
it's awesome a whole new level for me man the sound is sweet !

bye !

hey guys

oh yeah Happy sweet eighteen to Elisa

Anyway nothing much happened
went for challengers it was fun at least my group was.
came up with a few cool cheers it was like,
"anyone have any cheers?" and everything started to pour in =)
although we came from many different cliques we still bonded the best
not to mention our enthusiasm well we try to participate in every single activity
now i have a compilation of the many different games i can use for church camp
awesome!
decisions decisions decisions.
now i'll have to choose between student's union thingy or mission trip
i hate it when it comes to holidays where some camps clashes with your plans
oh well life sucked in many ways for me and it's still sucking.

I just cannot contain the problems i have with my sister.
although we are as good as twins i still dont understand her seriously
why him ?
i think you deserve better sis haha
i dont get it and i never will.
if you ever read this try looking at yourself from a third person view
five words your brain is screwed up to even like him

Anyway got my holidays lined up with activities just need to carry out as planned haha
"so how's life?" scored pretty well
what do you normally get from it ? "not bad, it sucks, great or bad"
almost one word answers, no i deserve something more girl.

i hate it when people leave you hanging on a piece of shaved ham
"Do you like cows ?" (standard answers) "yes"
why don't you just say "yes because they are black and white"
so that i wont have to ask why. Queer =)
yeah and did i mention how i like people who replies your messages in 2 or 3 hours (consecutively)
i mean, you don't have to drop it in a mail box to get it delivered right?
all you have to do is send i don't like you.
i hate people who tries to accommodate me by acting in front of me hiding their true self
try giving them a dollar for their act and they'll spit in your face.

oh well life's like a drama anyway.
we should all drink wine and be mature instead of being immature
so what if that guy hates you ?
you can't force him to like you right?
so what if you prove that he's an ass
you'll end up being an ass for proving that he's one
suck it up and move on and ask God to bless him (bible says love your neighbours)

people should be flexible anyway that'll cause less problems then
so what if you have a problem and panicked without being flexible and going your way ?
what start screaming and blaming other people when you don't see your own flaws ?
stop think listen and decide you don't own the world dude
nobody's perfect accept that fact and aim to be perfect
without asking people to be perfect with you
to change people you first have to change yourself and thats so true.
remove the plank in your eye before helping others to remove their speck remember?

phew finally got SOME things out of my chest oh well more will come haha
oh yeah btw what i've just listed is a reminder for myself haha

night it's 1:23a.m cool haha
i wish i was as innocent as before.

Hey Guys !

Came back from Endau Rompin trip on saturday.
And it was AWESOME !
I mean do you sing army songs and crack retarded jokes on your overseas school trip?
okay some brief details about the trip and before the trip.

Monday.
went for mix and splash camp the process of registration was uber long !
then had some sadistic games out to kill freshies.
dinner was crap hahaha.
then we went for a really fun nightwalk yupp
and slept at 2 plus

Tuesday.
woke up quite early for nothing cause after breakfast we basically waited for 2 hours
for the bus to take us to sentosa. had some really fun games
again the amazing race was out to kill us. I had to eat flour!
anyway we were all zonked out due to the lack of sleep and running around sentosa
so went back to pack my stuff for Endau Rompin and slept

Wednesday.
Woke up at 5.30 and got the shock of my life cause i thought i saw a ghost but it was Elisa
standing beside my sleeping bag. imagine ghost with long hair beside you the moment you wake up
yeah then left to meet the Endau Rompin Group and got on the coach to malaysia
it was a long and bumpy journey to the nature reserve because to get there we had to go off road for 2 hours
did rafting after settling down cause it was raining and night walk was canceled.
went to see the traps the tribal people used for killing animals (super cool uber cool)
ate some really traditional food kinda tasted like chiangmai food hahaha.
after which we cooked our own noodles, i was hungry okay.
and we went to sleep after peanut butter bread.

Thursday.
woke up pretty early and prepared ourselves for a hike to see the waterfall and blue lake
liches were crawling all over us yupp but we were so used to it that they became like mosquitoes to us
hiked for about 3-4 hours through strong river currents, thick forest and steep slopes
and we finally reached the waterfall it was superb. haha the postcard type of scenery =)
then we went to the blue lake to soak our feet and let the fishes bite us
actually more like throwing rocks at the fishes la hahaha.
head back to camp another 2 hours of trekking and it was all over hahah
no more suckers (liches)

the night was filled with activities
ghost stories like our campsite is on a graveyard.
intelligent games played by the locals was on sale together with tongkat ali ! hahhahaha
had a taste of it but nothing happened maybe i'm strong enough already
afterwhich we decided to scare the other bunk so we stacked up mattresses to look like a coffin
on top of that we made a human like body with pillows and covered it with blanket
it took us 5 mins to do it.
it was so real that we even scared ourselves wth !
yupp then got scolded for it after that i got really guilty but the whole gang laughed it off after that
really thankful for people like them =)

Friday.
woke up and packed our bags ready to leave however we still had one more task and that is to cook our lunch
using the traditional method!!!! it was funn ! becasue i get to play with fire okay
and we cam whored and killed ants
bamboo chicken was awesome we did a great job !
haha actually the locals did the most hahahahha
same bumpy ride out of that place
finally to our hotel after a lousy dinner.
the hotel was not bad la at least a 2 star.
went out with my group for movie, shopping and supper =)
awesome time. then there was a saga at the hotel. nvm that

Saturday.
breakfast was normal
not as good as Endau Rompin =)
left the hotel went to shop for 3 hours plus lunch too.
bought 1 shirt its kinda nice =)
headed back to singapore ! feels like home air was fresher somehow.
took group photos and departed.
loved the Trip people were nice and friendly awesome!
hopefully we'll have a post trip soon ! haha

Monday.
had stags for the barker scouts they were alright la
but not as skilled as the BB
we agreed to organize a laser tag game between them to see who's the best
but that means more business ! hahhahha! love it !

oh yeah if you guys dont already know i'm in a laser tag business with a few friends
feel free to call me if you want laser tag games ! I'll glady quote you guys a reasonable price =)

so far business is good got to clinch HP and some Barker CCA groups yupp haha

alright that'll be all for today bye !