Hey,

Found a pocket of time to do a quick rundown of what's happening. Got to expand the company to a sizable revenue that allows us to look into other activities. Pretty exciting. Partner is fantastic. He did the website and it looks massive. He is such a techie.

He managed to create a blog as well and we are trying to post interesting content up there to gain free marketing for the company. What a genius.

I feel quite inferior when I'm with him sometimes. He is younger, smarter and he picks things up really fast. The money he earns from the company is ploughed into other ventures. No wonder Paul didn't want to get married. You have the bandwidth and time to maneuver. But I doubt I'll be as hardworking as he is if I'm still single.

I am really careless and absent minded. I don't know what is happening to me. It's like I ran out of drive and I have an employee mentality. I don't think as critically as before or as much as I want to.

I also feel that I am restless, without aim, I think I am the kind that needs someone to remind me that I am getting married, and the next goal is to provide for my wife and my family. Whatever that means now. So I am focused on providing financial and emotional stability.    

But I felt really inferior to my partner. And that's not a good sign. I need to continue reading to improve myself all the time.

Anyway, I am quite excited for the wedding next year and I am looking forward to start a new life. Really can't wait.

Ciao