hmmm everything seems so far away.
right now i don't really know what to do.
it was sooo near yet so far.

why do things always turn out this way.
hmmm.
fully charged with faith,
and now i'm depleting.
it's like playing monopoly
just when i make it big it rolls down the hill

okay anyway
i've been sleeping quite late
skipping lectures and tutorials.
i dont know why.
what a nice time to skip them
when common tests are 2 weeks away
omg ! 2 weeks
DIE DIE DIE!!!

okay im not gonna procrastinate.
chill xavier chill
alright have to start studying.
i'll start with econs first !!
then MES followed by POA
IDS and stuff haha

alright night !!!

GOD BLESS

hi guys
i feel like ranting so much but no haha
too tired la
stupid mosquitoes the buzzing sound alone makes me itch
insect repellent is the way man.
anyway crusade was kinda cool.
no fear and no. fear!
winnie was talking about how we should only fear God.
but there was only ne verse going through my mind for the whole of life meeting
"the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom"
cheeem, deep...
hahaha it's really difficult i guess
But we'll have to be like david a man after God's heart.
even though he was a murderer, adulterer and bla bla
he still held on to God and i think thats the most important part
as long as we are willing to cling on to God he will always carry us through
Like no matter how dirty we feel or how unworthy we feel we should still talk to God
Cause Jesus came down for that reason, for our sins so yeah.
Continue to hold on to God guys.

There's a long and bumpy journey life but as long as we hold on to our Rock of salvation,
we will emerge as victors.
oh yeah, one last thought christians do make mistakes,
it's not what we do that makes us who we are.
It's who we put our faith in.
Humans make mistakes, christians are humans too give us some time man.
It's really difficult to just pretend like we're all fine and dandy anyway.
we all have our individual struggles in life be it big or small.

alright going to bed now night guys !

Hey guys !

just a short one.
cause i have loads of stuff waiting for me to finish up.
Anyway just got my internet up, finally ! whew.

Things i have to do by this week :

PAC assignment
(NPSU) have to call some vendors
Online forum for Econs (which is totally useless)
Church Games comm stuff
get rid of my flu
And some cool stuff.
listen to my new playlist
get bibles for my mum and dad
get 2 restored book for mum's friends
oh yeah and meet up with my old friends like desmond and ervine !!!
Practice for bagpipes
Go for Boys' Brigade on saturday
GET SOME SUPER LONG AND WELL DESERVED SLEEP!!! haha

nothing much happened lately
i just got a late remark on my attendance sheet last week
fell sick on friday.
ermmm yeah.

haha gonna do some work now. oh my it's 1:05 !!!
arghhh wait for me time !!!
she's never angry :) haha (inside joke)

Night night everyone

Ooops it has been a really long time. haha
Really busy with school.
Anyway everything has been fine and dandy so far with some exceptions.
Oh yeah school started 3 weeks ago btw. haha
Cool haven't blogged for weeks!
Shall i start ? hmmm.
okay lets start with my really peculiar lecturers.
Seriously i've been coming out from their lectures and tutorials with mixed feelings.
Ever felt like crying and laughing at the same time ?
Yeah that...
This is the first time in my whole entire life having queer teachers put together.
Somehow no words other than GAY can describe them.
but some of them are really nice like my MES and PAC.
PAC might be too feminine for comfort but nonetheless nice.
I hope he's not really really gay in the head though.

Now for my classmates.
Most of them are nice people but there are a few closet muggers :(
I don't really know who my true friends are (yupp that's how i feel)
Yes although sometimes i might "suan" them, but i hope they will never take it seriously.
But it's fun when people just laugh it off or get back at me.
But even so repeating old jokes and events will get boring eventually.
It's in my blood to kidd with people
just so you know i've been holding back quite alot :)
But overall okay, class but not united.

Moving on campus crusade, yes!!
It's fun, exciting, family like and full of energy !!
I really like to thank God for leading me back to campus crusade
cause without them i would not have gotten closer to God,
and not to mention the really awesome people in it!!! haha
I really feel that God's alive in me and everything.
And thank God for my disciple group.
hopefully i'll continue to do QT everyday.
Playing my guitar again yay! haha
(somehow the strings feel better now) hmmmm

Ngee Ann Student's Union .
I just find it super duper ultra uber supercalifragilistic vulgar
ahhh so much things to do and politics.
oh well.

that's kinda my life in a few paragraphs.

church is getting awesomer by the week coolios.

anyway gtg bye