Today is a "sian" day. I don't feel like doing anything!
But this has to go by tomorrow cus I have a billion and one things to do that I have left it on hold.
Like running 10k twice a week and doing my projects and doing disciple!
Arghhh I didn't know a girl can screw up your mind so much that you don't feel like doing anything. I wonder if she knows.
I always tell myself it's the right time! When is? seriously I need to know!
This time I'm not missing the train I gonna try everything I can. But not till the stage off desperation. It's more like slow and steady.

But I really enjoyed that day, it was magical haha yeah unbelievable right. I know
I can't really understand myself either. Not like you'll see this but Thank you.
I think I need a time off from all the church ministries and just have some quiet time with God and myself.
I have to get right with God. But how do you know when you're right with God?
What defines right?
Seriously I don't know. I need a mentor who is willing to walk closely with me.
I feel like I'm imposing on people sometimes when I pour my heart out to my DGL, CGL, Youth Leader. Just look to God I guess and give him the reins.

LOVE,
Xavier

Hey blog now I'm certain no one visits my bloggg !!! hahaha yay!!
Anyway, studying can be quite sian after awhile.
AND CRAP I'M ADDICTED TO FRINGE !
i must stop this!!
STUDY Xavier !

I think I'm being played la but it's okay focus on exams and you'll forget hahaha.
Can't wait to hang out with desmond and ervine!
i met ervine today !
I really hope he'll do really well for A levels!
But he's got D Uni A...
anyway gtg bye !