Things change when you grow.
kinda sucks.
i find myself constantly struggling with worldly stuff
things that are wrong, things that i don't need but want.
how do you fight these off.
everyone can quote me "i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
but honestly speaking i can't feel God anymore.
It almost seemed as though he just vanished.
I don't know where to find Him.
Places where the outcasts or the lost and the broken are?
where?
It's so hard!
gah

i guess its true that only through worship will i be able to hold on.
hmmmm
night