Lonely

Loneliness is when you have no one showing you empathy.

Loneliness is when you have to put up a front no matter what so that your loved ones will continue to face the future with certainty.

Loneliness is when no one understands what you're going thru.

Loneliness is knowing that no one else understands and so you don't want to impose on them or burden them with that thought that they don't know what to say or do.

Worried about the funds that Oscar is getting. We are thankful for the 2 main sponsors. But it is not enough.

Camellia knows that it is not enough for her as well and fighting both fronts at the same time is impossible.

I don't want to disappoint her. I want her to pursue whatever she wants to do. But how? Please help.

Carissa knows that I have to help my siblings. She knows that I have huge responsibilities on my shoulders. She wants a house that we can call our own. She wants to spend time with me. 

I don't want to disappoint her. I want her to be worry free. I want her to do what she wants. But how?

Carolene have ambitions. But she is tied down like me. We want to be free and independent. But we can't. Not now. Not till we are mid thirties.

Who can understand me?

No one.

Who can listen to me?

No one.

Who can help me?

No one but God.

So help me God.

Help me be who You want me to be.