grandfather and grandson

Taking a bus back after dropping the car off for repairs at Chai Chee. Saw how a grandfather interacted with his grandson. It was such a precious moment. And I realised that my daughters will never get that kind of relationship with Carissa or my parents. And grief set in again. Cant shake it off. 

Dreamt that I video called Oscar last night and we had the usual brotherly banter and laughter in the conversation. It was nice. But alas, I have to wake up from my dream to fetch hannah to school. It was a sad realisation that in reality my relationship with my brother has worsen. 

Wrote a long note to everyone on my new iPad air M3. A lot have changed since my last update. Olivia, my youngest daughter was born on 20th March. My youngest sister's birthday. Olivia's 30 days happen to fall on my birthday. And her 100 days is on Carol and Matthew's wedding. 

Will update more later.